Beyond
the Aftermath
By
Inger Marie Hognestad & James K Bowers
I unplugged from the Implant Control
Station of the Europe Relay, trying to rid myself of the feeling of worry
stemming from the memories of Scott Dannel, Chief of Security. The emotion
revolved around events that would be destroying everything he knew, and his
worry matched my own too closely for comfort. It was the second time I was
going over this particular emo-mem sequence, and my assistant looked strangely
at me when I requested the original implant. Nobody except me needed more than
one replay to retrieve and analyze facts, but then, my ambition was to assimilate
certain… facts, of sorts. That goal was different from everybody else’s. I
would be in trouble if I let on that so I had just repeated my demand without
explanations. Being head of Earth Archeology I had the necessary authorization,
so the archive signed it out without questions.
It was the
original implant; under normal circumstances carefully kept in a stable
environment to prevent it from deterioration. Usually only copies were
accessed, but I had a particular motive for wanting this piece. Biotech these
days is far more advanced than back then. Today’s androids are completely
biological, based off a modified human blueprint, albeit not reproductive.
However, in-depth studies still shows that the brain activity of a modern
android and the extinct humans differ in small but significant ways. The
copying process of the early implants, sophisticated as it is, almost always
loses out on certain subtleties tied into emotional complexity, irrationality,
and rational choice because of compatibility issues. All are functions deeply
embedded in the brain. The only solution to my problem was to access the
original implant.
I felt
confident that I was sufficiently prepared for the impact. I had primed myself
slowly over years by analyzing and integrating information from other old
implants. I had built quite a reference-register, but it was slightly lacking
regarding deep personal conflict, and due to its matrix organization also
completely deficient as assimilation material. With this implant, I was ready
to take the step that’d challenge both my creativity and my ability to
comprehend beyond my design.
I took a deep
breath. This too had caused my assistant to look sideways at me. For androids,
breath is a matter of functionality, not expression. Unfortunately, because of
the very episode I was going to replay –no, relive, I was an android,
just like my assistant. Yet.
I looked at the
plug that would connect me to the implant once more. Its inconspicuous
appearance was deceiving. With some reluctance, I slid the plug back into the
old-fashioned hole in my neck designed for this use, thrusting myself into the
disturbing scene again, assuming the consciousness of Scott Dannel.
***
Dannel ached. The pounding, all-over ache
assaulted his senses with shrieks from every muscle and nerve in his battered
frame. Blood? No, he decided, not his
own but sticky on his skin and clothes just the same. “How long?” his
groggy mind asked.
The floor was hard and cold beneath him and
a dim light – Marrik’s? -- shone at an eerie angle, rising from the
floor a few feet to his left to cast surreal shadows on the walls. Why so dark
in here? His weapon lay on the floor to his right and instinctively his hand
groped for it. Gaining purchase, he dragged it closer with a rasping sound that
echoed in the silence. The feel of the stark, cool metal offered him some
primal comfort.
He struggled to
a sitting position and bone-jarring pain surged up Dannel’s spine dashing
itself like a wave on the back of his skull. He winced and sardonically
acknowledged to himself that the battle must have gone well if he could
accomplish so much. The surrounding carnage and the fact that he seemed intact
told him it could easily have been much worse. “How much worse?” he
thought with a start. There were bodies and parts of bodies everywhere. His
eyes sought familiar shapes among the dead. The light – Marrik’s! The dim light
escaping from beneath his crumpled body shone an ugly red. Dead. Very much so.
No doubts -- torn nearly in half.
There… some ten
feet away… Lirra. Slumped against the wall, bloody, a gash in her face running
from her forehead down her right cheek nearly to her chin. Her weapon was still
in her hand. Well, she never was one to retreat. Dannel revised his initial
assumption. The battle had not gone well at all. He crawled across the gore-strewn floor to Lirra. Maybe, just
maybe…
At his touch
Lirra gave a shudder and blinked, as if trying to orient herself. She saw his
face close and stiffened, her eyes opened wide, revealing the white around her
pupils. With unexpected speed, her gloved hand rammed its gun into his guts. He
heard the low hum of the active power cell ready to fire.
Dannel froze,
afraid to breathe, waiting for her mind to catch up with her actions.
“Lirra! It’s me,
Dannel!”
Lirra
moisturized her lips. “Is it now? The rasping edge to her voice didn’t quite
disguise her snarl and apprehension. “Prove it!”
“Huh?”
Dannel looked as bewildered as he felt.
“Prove
it to me!” The anxious demand was emphasized with the gun. “I’m counting to
three!”
“Lirra…
what’s the matter with you?? It’s me!”
“One!”
“Lirra!
Damnit!” He felt more than he saw the tremble in her arm and gun, but with the
weapon thrust between his ribs the outcome would be lethal all the same.
“Two!”
Dannel noticed
that the tremble didn’t pertain to her face. Steely eyes held his in a
deadlock.
“All right!” he
forced the answer, his voice taking on a rough edge. “I hate your bleedin guts,
you whore.” He took a deep breath. “Will that do?”
Lirra
met his eyes, with a bleak expression. “Yeah, that’ll do.” The hand with the
gun dropped to her lap and she closed her eyes, leaning her head against the
wall.
“What was that
supposed to mean?” Dannel wasn’t mollified.
Lirra opened her
eyes, looking oddly at him. She avoided his question. “So, I got him. Marrik is
dead.”
Dannel merely
looked woodenly at her.
Lirra broke the
awkward silence. “That must be…” suddenly her face contorted and she gasped.
“No!”
“What?”
“Get
out!”
“What??”
Dannel looked around, perplexed, for the threat. Everything was quiet. Looking
back he saw Lirra digging her fingers into her scalp, still with the gun in her
palm, unsecured. The expression on her face was a wrenching mixture of agony
and terror.
“Damnit!”
He grabbed her hand, prying the gun from her hand with some difficulty. She
didn’t notice. With bulging eyes she made a keening sound; appearing so unlike
her usual self that Dannel was frightened.
“Lirra!!”
She didn’t react. Somehow his hand acted by its own volition, stretching out,
touching his wife’s cheek, a brief caress following the line of her cheekbone
to the ear and her hand.
At
the unintended gentle touch Lirra shuddered and seemed to collapse. She slumped
forward and Dannel supported her, torn between the urge to help, the wish to
strangle her, and the need to get up to make sure there were no immediate
threats.
As soon as Lirra opened her eyes, Dannel
realized that whatever killed his implant was irrelevant. She wasn’t home. At
least he hoped that was the case as he rolled backwards, diving for cover behind
an upturned desk. They had their differences, some more painful than others,
but this was something else. This wasn’t personal. He shook his head, trying to
clear it from the confusion Marrik’s possession had left behind. He was missing
something, he was sure of it. He was missing the why!
A
shot from Lirra quickly made him disregard his musings. Why had to wait. She
must have picked up one of the guns from the floor. “Lirra,” he called. “Don’t
let him do this.”
He
was answered by another shot, and cursed out loud. He’d have to neutralize her,
and he hoped that didn’t include killing her. Was there a way to fight
Marrik without fighting Lirra? He didn’t want to think of the bodies in the
room, but it was hard to avoid it. They hadn’t found a way, but maybe that was
because Marrik had surprise on his side… He had to believe that. Dannel knew he
was avoiding facing the fact that he had pulled the trigger, but that would
have to wait.
A
quick check of his gun confirmed that it was almost out of power. He dared a
peek around the corner of the table, and paused at the sight. Lirra held her
gun out from her body with both hands, her face contorted in defiance. He knew
that expression well.
“Distract
him!” The words were slurred as if she had difficulties speaking, but Dannel
understood.
What would
divert a disembodied AI? Dannel looked bewildered
around the room. Something that’d demand computing power! Dannel
recalled Lirra’s reaction when he touched her face. Maybe sensory input to
the neural system it tried to control…?
Quickly Dannel
removed a boot and threw it. The boot hit Lirra in her shoulder, and she cried
out in surprise mixed with triumph.
“Dannel,
quick, the stations’ launch controls!” She picked up Dannels’ boot and hit
herself hard on her knee. She winced all the while her speech was getting
clearer. “He has loaded the pods with…” She was cut off abruptly, by something
Dannel couldn’t see. The hand with the gun whipped toward Dannel and fired,
barely missing his head.
The launch
controls!? The pods? Then it hit Dannel with
rocking force: Marrik was going to launch something at Earth. As head of
security he knew all too well what perilous substances the station contained.
He paled. Suddenly he and Lirra became irrelevant. He had to get to the launch
controls! He could access them from the room at the end of the corridor, but
with Lirra loose and under Marrik’s control, he’d never get there. Why did
she so suddenly succumb?
Of course… the
launch was set on automatics. No need for Marrik to divide his attention
between Lirra and the controls any more. All he needed to do now was to prevent
them from manually overriding the controls. For how long? He had to get
there, Lirra or no. He looked at the overturned table. It was solid and had
already deflected a shot. Resolutely he put the gun between his teeth, then he
grabbed the two uppermost table legs and pulled. It slid slowly toward him,
over the floor. He bit down hard, and heaved.
Marrik
immediately realized what he was doing. Lirra cried out, then he heard her
running steps come toward him. Obviously, Marrik didn’t care if she was shot;
all he wanted was to delay them. Dannel hesitated just that fraction of a
second it took Lirra to reach him. Acting on instinct, he threw himself from
behind the desk, toppling Lirra by crashing his arm hard in behind her knees
just as she fired at the spot where he had sat. She went down, hitting the
floor with the back of her head. Dannel scrambled for her gun and wrestled it
out of her fingers in the moment she was dazed by the impact. Not wasting time
checking if she was all right, he was through the doorway in a rush, scrambling
for the launch control station at the end of the corridor.
A sudden tremble
throughout the station sent him almost into panic; the pods were being
launched!
He reached the
control console just as the vibrations from the dispatch died out. Dannel
looked bleakly at the instrument panel in front of him. The readings were
unmistakable. 10 seconds ago, the seven pods had been sent off to seven
different locations on Earth. Androids weren’t supposed to have any sense of
irony, humor or emotion whatsoever, but for some obscure reason Marrik had seen
it fit to display the pods’ cargo on the monitor. Dannel had to support himself
against the panel to keep upright.
Each pod had
contained enough of the deadly IG-19 virus -one of the brain viruses the
med-labs were fighting- to eradicate all human life on the continent it was
aimed at. An extra pod was launched for Asia, but it wasn’t required in terms
of ultimate efficiency, only in terms of speed. Their descent was irreversible,
even more so since DRIFT III was out of communication.
A sound from the
room behind made him turn at last. Lirra. Obviously Marrik was no longer
interested in them. The corridor echoed by his heavy steps as he walked back,
rubbing his hands together to keep them warm. Lirra lay where she had fallen,
eerily lit by the red glow from the dying power cell. Her eyes were fixed on
the entryway when he appeared, and she worked her mouth, trying to speak.
Dannel just
shook his head. “Too late,” he said hoarsely. “They are dead. All dead.”
Lirra closed her
eyes for a moment. “I am sorry,” she managed, spit running from her chin. She
was strangely motionless.
Dannel walked
over to her and sat down, supporting his back against the desk. That Lirra had
tried to shoot him was irrelevant. As irrelevant as the fact that she hadn’t
been in control of her actions. Another kind of virus, he thought
bitterly. Who would have thought that the android uprising would prove so
successful? Or so ruthless.
“Dannel.” Lirra
was still whispering, visibly struggling to speak.
“Yes?”
A long pause.
“Do you… really…
hate… m-me?”
Dannel saw she
was crying this time.
“No.”
He clutched her
hand, and the mutual squeeze said more than they had managed for years.
***
I
unplugged for the last time from the library archive. I
flexed my fingers and looked at them with a consciousness firmly rooted in my
newly acquired identity as Scott Kidare. I smiled wryly. I had chosen my name
in tribute to the most significant contributors to my awareness. If there
existed an original Creator still functioning, I thought, that entity
would right now be either smiling or crying. It didn’t seem likely that
it’d be indifferent. I had a few more things left to do before I could
disembark for Alpha Centauri with the clones, like I had planned. That distance
was merely the first leg of my journey. I had carefully built the clones from a
few ancients DNA-templates –including the frozen bodies of Scott Dannel and
Lirra Kidare retrieved from DRIFT III- and they would be kept in stasis while I
monitored their life functions. Even at the velocity of close to one tenth of
light speed, I would have plenty of time to get bored. It was the curse of
biotech. Biological perfection, physical ageing extinct, mental processes at
constant peak efficiency, eternal boredom without reprieve. Lost in limbo,
without the ability to truly create or forgive. Without humans.
Well,
I had outsmarted the boredom, overcome the hate and destruction, and with it,
the android outlawing of humanity. I had given myself every advantage I could
possibly think of, including sufficient data to emulate, to the point of
becoming, a human. Well nigh immortal, but still…
I would watch
over my creation, nurture it to maturity and earn my place in history as a
Creator.